When the Soul Flies Away
Question: There is a very short prayer called Modeh Ani, which is a morning prayer in which a person thanks the Creator. Before getting out of bed, just as he opens his eyes, he says this prayer: “I offer thanks to You, living and eternal King, for You have mercifully restored my soul within me; Your faithfulness is great!”
Please explain why it starts with gratitude?
Answer: “Modeh ani lefanecha, I thank You.” For what? “Melech chai ve kayam”—that You fill the whole world, You control the whole world, only You.
Question: It says: “Thank You, living and eternal King,” What “eternal” means is somehow understandable. What is “living”?
Answer: “Living” means which exists in everything that exists. Without His presence in something, it would not exist.
Question: So every person should start any day with this gratitude?
Answer: With the fact that he got up to get to know the Creator. This is the beginning of the day for absolutely anyone. “Melech chai ve kayam, she he chezarta bi nishmati”—”for You have mercifully restored my soul within me; Your faithfulness is great!”
Question: Did He take the soul?
Answer: He takes it in the evening and returns it in the morning.
Question: The fact that I go to bed and go to sleep, is it called that I give my soul for this time?
Answer: The soul flies away.
Question: And how do the Kabbalists explain that the soul “leaves” for this time?
Answer: A person enters a dream, and he no longer controls himself, and therefore his obvious connection with the Creator is cut off. Only the Creator is the master over him during sleep, at night. And in the morning a person gets his soul back and thanks the Creator for it.
Question: You just said that the soul is my connection with the Creator. Is this called a soul?
Answer: Yes. And at the time of sleep, it kind of breaks off.
Question: “For You have mercifully restored my soul within me,” does this mean that it is the Creator who decides whether to return it or not?
Answer: Yes.
Question: What is night then?
Answer: This is when the soul, so to say, breaks away from the body, and a person feels only a dream or his animal state.
Question: Then here’s the question: can night come during the day? Or do I have to fall asleep?
Answer: No. Can you imagine how many people don’t wake up at all?!
Question: So these are people without a soul? The Creator took it and does not return it?
Answer: Yes.
Question: Why?
Answer: It’s quieter in the world. A man without a soul is better off. You have to work on your soul and be thankful for it.
Question: And then: “Your faithfulness is great!” Am I repeating this as a mantra: “Your faithfulness is great!”?
Answer: No. Because thanks to the fact that I believe in You, I am connected to You, thanks to this, I wake up to a new day. “Raba emunatecha”—great is the faith in You.
Question: Do I imagine it or does it live within me? Or should I repeat this as a physical exercise in order to establish a “muscle” of connection with the Creator? Your faithfulness is great! Your faithfulness is great! Your faithfulness is great!
Answer: It just forms within a person, inside him.
Question: When we analyzed the prayer for the road, you said that the road is where a person goes from state to state. This is not a way from city to city.
And here, too, is this prayer also from state to state?
Answer: Yes.
Question: So you don’t have to say it in the morning when you just opened your eyes?
Answer: No, it has nothing to do with day and night at all. In Kabbalah, a day is when I have enlightenment, when I see, feel, and have a connection with the Creator. And night is when a state descends of twilight on the soul and on the heart. And when the dawn comes next, I have to say such a prayer.
Question: Is it necessary to pronounce it in these exact words or not?
Answer: No, in principle, all this can be said differently.
Question: And what should a person say from the heart?
Answer: How good it is for me to be connected with the Creator, this is a day for me. And how bad and sad it is for me to be alone without the Creator, for me it is like night.
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From KabTV’s “News with Dr. Michael Laitman” 6/1/23
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