Question: You often say that now we will cross through the Machsom. And many, especially beginners who really want it, get disappointed.
I remember how in my first congress I thought: now, now, now. And the older ones said: “Yes, he says that every congress.” And so every time a person loses the importance of the goal.
How can we rise above it? After all, the longer a person studies, the more each congress becomes routine for him.
Answer: No, this is the wrong attitude because everything adds up to one strong attack. Therefore, the accumulation of disappointments, efforts, hopes, dreams, and their non–fulfillment, unreality, their distance or apparent proximity, elusive hope—all this accumulates in us and eventually leads to a state where we still become worthy for the spiritual world to open up to us.
There is nothing in our world that can replace this work in terms of its importance, necessity, eternity and perfection, and aspiration for something higher. Everything else is an animal existence.
So if a person denies it or says: “Come on, whatever,” he should just be thrown overboard the ship. He is ballast and has no right to stay.
Every beginner hopes that now he will slip into the spiritual world. However, we know that it is very difficult, and at the same time we still have to believe that it can happen at any minute. That is what it says: “The salvation of the Creator is instantaneous and unexpected, like the exodus from Egypt.”
So, if you’ve been told: “That’s it, in a moment!”, and immediately it happens. This is really the only way. At the most inopportune moment! At night, when it’s dark, when there is no hope and no prerequisites for this, suddenly “bam,” and that is it. It is given the opportunity to urgently rise up and escape from egoism, get rid of it. In a hurry!
Now they give you such an aspiration, such pressure, such a kick from behind that you fly away from it in the dark, not knowing where. And you don’t need to know! And those who reason with their smart brains, will remain with them in the animal body and in the animal world.
So only the constant accumulation of efforts, the integration of all hopes and plans will lead to getting rid of egoism.
I do not know what those people who are ballast are striving for, what they think, what hope, goal, or deliverance they imagine. In Kabbalah, deliverance means getting rid of egoism—only.
Question: And if a person is completely desperate?
Answer: Let him go. If he stays in the group, but is in despair, does nothing, believes that everything is over, he ruins himself even more. He is a ballast in the hands of his friends, like a seriously ill man, like some kind of appendage. He’d better leave. I advise.
Question: So there is no other way for him except to leave?
Answer: Only if he silences his mind and heart and gives himself completely to the flow of the group, he will see how it takes him out into the wide open.
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From KabTV’s “I Got a Call. Cross the Machsom” 11/14/10
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