Talks about the Steps of the Ladder, Part 204
What Kind of Demand Should We Direct to the Creator?
To what extent should we be involved in our correction? Should we simply demand, “Give me the end of correction,” or turn to the Creator and say, “You did this and that to me, this isn’t right, and this doesn’t seem quite right to me,” and so on? Should we speak with Him meticulously about every single detail? Or perhaps even suggest improvements, like: “Here, change this for me, do this for me, adjust this for me,” and so on? Perhaps even more so, after we correct our “machine,” we check how it should work, recognize its perfect functions, and after examining it, say to the Creator: “Good, You did a good job.” Is this called the work of the Creator?
How should we relate to reality? Reality is what we feel. It consists of three things: me, Him—the Creator, the upper force that is initially concealed from me and later revealed—and my world—the relations between us through the world, the way He brings me all my surrounding and inner reality, through which I connect to Him.
From where will we know what we need? From where will we know the extent to which we should recognize, understand, investigate, demand, and ask? We will know this from the Kabbalists’ words, and later it will indeed be revealed to us. Baal HaSulam says that the state we must reach is precisely defined by the name, “adhesion” (“Dvekut“). In spirituality, adhesion is complete equivalence between me and Him. What is “complete equivalence between me and Him”? It is when I know all His qualities, His desires, His longings, and all His good and bad attitudes toward me, down to the deepest level. It means knowing them, their causes and their consequences, to know what He wants and how He wants it.
In Kabbalah, this is called the attainment of the first nine Sefirot. The first nine Sefirot are the Creator’s attitude toward Malchut. From this, we learn about ourselves. If the Creator wants something from me, He built qualities within me that can give an answer, a response, to what He expects from me. For example, if the Creator brings me pleasure in drinking a cup of tea, He wants me to enjoy the tea. Through the pleasure that I feel, He creates the vessel in me that will long for tea.
From recognizing the Creator, we actually begin to recognize ourselves, and begin to recognize the gap between ourselves and the Creator, and how much the Creator has influences to which we have corresponding deficiencies. Meanwhile, we learn how to make adjustments between the influences and the deficiencies. If we knew all the influences of the Creator and all our own deficiencies, we would see that the Creator’s influences come and are ready to fill all of our desires. For every pleasure, there is a corresponding vessel in us.
The first problem in this matter is that the vessels need to be updated to bestow, otherwise we will not receive pleasure in them. Another problem is that if we receive these pleasures directly, we are not similar to the Creator and do not reach adhesion. We can receive these pleasures in the will to receive, but then we do not enjoy the will to receive because the pleasure immediately extinguishes the desire and we remain empty.
However, if we acquire a screen, install a screen over our will to receive, we enjoy without limitation of quantity or time, and we also acquire something special, we become similar to the Creator, align ourselves with Him, and are in adhesion. The Creator and the person begin to resemble each other. In other words, we not only acquire pleasure from the Creator, but also acquire the Creator’s status, become like Him with all that this implies, which cannot be explained. There are secrets of the Torah and many other things in this.
From this, the correction of the screen lets us be at the level of the Creator, and not at the level of the created being. What is our part in all this work? This work is called “the work of the Creator” and not the work of any person, because as Kabbalists who attained the correct reception of these pleasures explain, all the actions on the vessels—scrutinies, corrections, fillings, and so on—can only be done by the lights. That is, the Creator, the upper light, is the one who can perform corrections and fillings on the vessels.
And what about the “I”? Baal HaSulam explains in “The Freedom” that out of all actions available to a person in this world and in the spiritual world, we have only one action of choice by which we determine our individuality; it is an action that we ourselves perform. What is it? It is our desire for the Creator to perform a certain action. That is, we need to recognize ourselves in our current state, how opposite we are to Him, how much we need correction, and ask Him to perform the action while we are present in it and as if know it in all its details. However, the action itself is performed by the light.
How is this expressed in this world? It is that we must desire it. We naturally desire, but it is said that this is not enough. We desire according to our ability in our current state, and we must desire a little more, want the Creator to correct us and fill us, and want to be in a slightly higher state. How can we be in a certain state and want to rise from it if this desire is not within us? We acquire this desire from the environment.
Since we are all included together as one soul in Ein Sof, in the end of correction, if we create some form of equivalence with the state of Ein Sof among the friends in this world, we create conditions that let us acquire qualities or an additional desire from others that exists there. What is the corrected upper world made of? It is made of each soul annulling itself, and all souls joining together, and their connection creates the infinite fulfillment within each and every soul. Each soul receives the fulfillments that exist in the other 599,999 souls (there are a total of 600,000 souls).
The act of equivalence in this world gives us an additional desire. Therefore, in “The Freedom,” Baal HaSulam writes that a person must seek and find a society with a better, greater, and stronger desire for spirituality, and acquire that desire through connection and the desire to connect with the friends who are in that society. The society gives us that upward push that obligates the Creator to perform the action of scrutiny, correction, and fulfillment.
Therefore it is impossible to do anything with regard to the Creator before we prepare the conditions called “society.” That is why Rabbi Shimon in The Book of Zohar and Baal HaSulam and other Kabbalists dealt so much with the matter of society.
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