Question: It is hard to seek the Creator if He is felt as a source of suffering. Would efforts aimed to feel that He is good and does good be considered egoistic?
Answer: We need to reveal this. From those states we are trying to create in the group, we are preparing the ground for His attainment.
To the extent we reach the properties of love and bestowal, unity above our ego, we create the conditions, that is, the Kli (vessel) in which we attain the Creator.
The Creator is revealed in the Kli created by us to the extent of our similarity to His quality of bestowal and love, the quality that we have prepared for Him.
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian, 11/18/18
Good And Benevolent
Evil Is Our Inability To Feel Love
Why Is The Creator So Cruel?