Answer: You do not exist. You need to reach a state where there is no difference between you and the Creator and you absolutely do not feel that you have your own “I.” You merge with Him in thoughts, desires, and actions.
Question: Does the Creator also not have His “I”?
Answer: The Creator has no idea of His “I” since this is the only existing, initially eternal power, which is beyond time, space, and movement. Therefore, there are no such questions about the Creator because we cannot imagine in which coordinates He exists.
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian 9/2/18