Question: How do I justify the Creator? I didn’t ask to be created in order to receive pleasured in such a dreadful way, through enormous suffering. Let’s say I already agree with everything—I don’t exist! There are no thoughts, no desires, no actions. So what does He want from me if I don’t exist?!
Answer: I understand you perfectly. You cannot justify the Creator until you see the full picture of the world and of yourself in it. Justification will be partial, to the extent to which the world is being revealed to you.
Question: What should be done with this cry of the soul?
Answer: Be grateful for it because it is precisely as a result of this outcry that a person arrives at the truth.
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian, 1/7/18