My Response: Of course you don’t want to. There is nothing more repulsive than working against our ego. It is simply impossible.
Question: So where do I find the power to advance toward the impossible, toward something that is unpleasant? Who will give me the desire and the power to do that?
Answer: Ask why the Creator puts you under these conditions. It is so you will ask Him for power and thus connect to Him.
From KabTV’s “Fundamentals of Kabbalah” 1/12/20