Answer: I don’t know what you are looking for in your corporeal life.
The science of Kabbalah is not meant to bring you comfort in this life but to reveal the connection with the Creator, with the upper force of nature that governs us. If one asks himself a question: “Where do I come from? For what? What is the meaning of life?”—it means that a person wants to reveal it.
Kabbalah gives a person the answers to the questions about our existence, why we live and die, etc. It does not have to make your life in this world any better. This is not its purpose.
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian 4/9/19