Question: I have repeatedly asked what spiritual bestowal is and never received a clear answer. You give an example of a mother and child, which is not spiritual, but material bestowal. So what is spiritual bestowal?
I can only do them if I rely on a group that supports me in this, and through it, I receive the upper light—the light of bestowal. Then I can act.
This is an absolutely real action that ultimately turns out to be the opposite of my egoistic desire.
From the Kabbalah lesson in Russian, 11/11/18