Answer: If I want to achieve similarity to the Creator and advance to the next level of feeling the entire universe, nature, and creation, then it does not matter to me whether they want to use me or not.
I must assume a completely different concept: everything that exists in nature, including myself, is created and maintained by one single force—the Creator. I am not interested in what other people think or what and how is happening in the world. The Creator controls this.
Therefore, through everything that is written in the Kabbalistic instructions, I try to find connection with the Creator, to see Him and not other people, sources, desires, and thoughts in everything. All this is imaginary. In fact, none of this exists.
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian 6/11/17