Question: Is it possible to feel the field of bestowal to some extent when we are only in our egoism?

Answer: Sometimes a person is given the feeling of this field. If he suddenly gives the Creator the opportunity, the Creator is revealed. This is called an “awakening from Above,” which we cannot influence.

On the other hand, we actually get close to the revelation of this feeling through our work. During the lessons there are sometimes such moments and there are people who suddenly feel it, and this feeling disappears and reappears, and then disappears again. My job is to bring you to this point, but I cannot push you any more than that. It is forbidden to do so. The Reshimot (reminiscences) in us awaken and change, but there is no change in the Light. In fact, only the informational genes change and suddenly there are such changes in a person that he begins to feel more. Then he falls, which means that he feels less.

The main thing is not to experience interesting sensations but to acquire the attribute of bestowal so that we will control it and will be able to work with it and to hold the reins in our hands.
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From the Preparation for the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 7/7/14

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