Answer: In the ten. By trying to unite into one point at the center of the ten, you enter the state that we call spiritual. Out of ten different qualities, efforts toward unification into a single point, all these qualities, by uniting into one, sum up into what we call “the Creator.”
The instant you reach this and sense that you are in contact with the upper force, you immediately start feeling how you diverge from that central point in the circle, move further away from each other. You distrust, hate, reject, and don’t understand each other. Naturally, your Creator disappears in this as well.
And again you have to come together and try to unite. But this will be at the next level. And again you will reach the point of unity and will feel the Creator, His more internal qualities, in it. It will be the second level of attainment already, and so on.
From KabTV’s “Fundamentals of Kabbalah,” 1/12/20