We need to understand, remember, and live the state that the Creator is the first, and if we turn to Him, then this appeal is also organized by Him, the desire came from Him. All of our desires are awakened by Him and we only need to feel it and listen attentively with bated breath so as not to miss any movement He made in our mind and heart, to feel how He works in our mind and heart. The Creator works in my mind and heart because He is the first.
It is necessary to increase our sensitivity such that I can constantly latch onto the fact that even before I thought or felt something, this thought came from the Creator as a result of His work. I suddenly woke up because He awakened me, and all the thoughts and desires that I feel afterward were sent by the Creator.1
From the 1st part of the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 9/29/18, Lesson on the Topic “Hoshana Rabbah”
1 Minute 1:49:50