Questions I received on feeling empty, connecting with the virtual group, dealing with contradictions, and not wanting to study:
Question: Why is it that the more you disseminate and make efforts, the emptier you feel?
My Answer: The feeling of emptiness emerges when one does not realize the importance of dissemination as an act that’s favored by the Creator. By disseminating, you bring the world closer to Him. However, one’s constantly growing egoism does not feel the importance of this action. Egoism constantly grows, especially in those who study Kabbalah, in order to give them the opportunity to overcome it and to thereby rise to the level of the Creator.
You should compensate for the feeling of emptiness quickly by receiving the greatness of the goal and the Creator by connecting with books and friends. The Shamati articles explain this in great detail.
Question: How can you advance spiritually without being in physical contact with a group?
My Answer: If you keep virtual contact with the world group, then you are guaranteed to receive an impression and connection that are just as powerful. In addition, you can physically participate in the Congresses, as well as visit and train at our Israel center.
Question: How should one deal with the contradictions in Kabbalah? One day things are explained one way, and the next day – the opposite way!
My Answer: When you gain the right understanding, then all these “contradictions” will actually complement each other and connect into one whole. The contradictions lead to understanding, because they are an indication of your imperfection.
Question: There are days when I really want to study Kabbalah, and there are also days when I don’t want to think about Kabbalah at all, and instead I want to do the corporeal things that attract me. Does this indicate that I don’t have the point in the heart yet?
My Answer: During these days you receive an opportunity to advance independently, through your own efforts, rather than through the desire that you receive from above.
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