Answer: The Kabbalist should justify everything that happened to him during the years of life. All of this has been done by the Creator, there is none else besides Him, and He is only good who does good.
From this moment onward, he must try to be connected with the Creator in all of his actions, and in whatever happens to him—the best, the worst, no matter what—he still does not part from the Creator.
Disconnecting from the Creator is the greatest punishment of man in the world!
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian 9/3/17