Answer: When I began the spiritual path, I tried to do this and it seemed to me that I was more successful at it than today.
I cannot describe the higher reality. It is a field of bestowal, love, total integration, and complete adhesion. It is a field in which there is a general intelligence, collective characteristics, and collective activities that complement each other, connecting into a single whole. It is a harmony.
We feel it as a higher pleasure, which is built upon the discovery of opposites and the complete harmony between them.
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian 11/27/16