Question: The meaning of life disappears when I think that I need to merge with all people into some common consciousness. Yes, I want to interact with people, but I do not want to lose myself and my individuality. Is there something wrong with me? After all, I feel comfortable without interacting with people.
Answer: This all will pass. You have nothing to lose in yourself and in your comfort. You have no idea what comfort you get when you connect with everyone and begin to feel an infinite, perfect world, above time, motion, and space.
And you, like a child, hold on to a small toy and are afraid of losing it.
Question: Does it mean that it is still worth getting closer to people, toward them?
Answer: Of course.
From KabTV’s “Ask a Kabbalist” 12/31/18