Answer: Don’t be afraid! The Creator reveals only your inner, true essence to you. Thank Him for everything that occurs.
The revelation of the growth of egoism we call “rising along the left line.” Accordingly, you need to work with the right line in order to balance the left.
When the left and right lines become very strong, relative to one another, between them, you will discover the Creator, the quality that controls you, and upon which you are entirely dependent. Uniting with Him, you will be able to affect Him and in this manner determine all your future states, your fate.
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian, 12/10/17