Answer: Does it really matter? Is it really a gift to live long?
It’s worth living, while you can solve the serious problems for which life is given. And as soon as this possibility runs out and you exist only to serve your animal body, then it is no longer worth living. But we do not dispose of it; therefore, it is forbidden to reduce life expectancy in any possible way.
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian 12/31/17