An Invisible Alarm Clock
Question: If the Light and the Creator don’t change, what is the “awakening from Above” (Itaruta de Leila)? What does it mean to be awakened from Above?
Answer: The “awakening from Above” is always there. If you’re able to sit and study at this moment, even for a minute, that’s a result of the “awakening from Above.” It gives you strength, patience, and desire. You study instead of sleeping or chasing after the material pleasures of this world. Instead of all that, you’re listening to the lesson and aspiring to something you don’t even know.
Where does this “foolish” and “unrealistic” desire come from? Would a reasonable, sensible person do this? It’s all thanks to the awakening from Above, whereby the Light shines on you from Above and compels you to aspire to bestowal.
The Light is constant and doesn’t change, but you do. Each time you change, and your sensitivity increases, which is why you’re sensing greater and greater influence. You increase the sensitivity of your perception along the degrees of zero, one, two, three, and four until you reach the complete inner degree (HaVaYaH). You do this with your own effort, thanks to your “awakening from below” (Itaruta de Letata).
However, who gave you the initial awakening and inspired you to exert the effort? It was the awakening from Above! Therefore, it is written: “I Am the First, and I Am the Last.”
From the 1st part of the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 7/5/2011, Shamati #5
Going Towards Each Other
Grabbing The Life-Line
Sorry, I Didn’t Mean To Wake You!
I agree with something you had said before about, if a person was exposed directly to what was going on all at once, they would run away. You express Kabbalah in a soft manner, so to speak. How can I be like that? Because, in the past, I feel I’ve been too direct and truthful, and it can come across as too intense. How do we be like you this way?