Question: What should I do if I can barely continue studying and feel as though I am simply being pushed out?

Answer: From above, we are sent a burdening of the heart with disappointment and egoistic complaints. One must lower one’s demands. When you are lying on the ground, there is nowhere further to fall.

If a person decides that he needs nothing except to remain in the quality of bestowal, then from this state, he cannot be thrown out. He has annulled his Malchut (egoistic desires) and adhered to Bina (to bestowal).

He is like an embryo in his mother’s womb that agrees that the upper one will continue to do with him whatever He wishes!

Then the upper one begins to develop an ever-greater quality of bestowal within him until spiritual birth.
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From the preparation for the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 10/7/09

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