Question: Why, when I get the maximum for the sake of bestowal, in the entire next Partzuf, the Light decreases instead of increases: Galgalta, AB, SAG, MA, BON?

Answer: I feel in Partzuf AB what cannot be received in Galgalta because the Creator grew in my eyes, the pleasure grew. I am already stimulated by what I receive from Him.

I had a regular waiter, and suddenly they tell me that he is not a regular waiter, but is the son of the restaurant owner. In this way, from Galgalta I pass to AB.

In SAG they tell me that he is a great scientist and this is just his hobby. And in MA and BON, they tell me that he wants to serve people and so he works as a waiter.

So all the time in my eyes, the pleasure itself isn’t increased, but the giver of the pleasure is. In the end, I see that I cannot respond to him with the same attitude that he shows towards me. The attitude of the Creator becomes more and more apparent to me.

So it is not just that the Light is greater and greater, but NRNHY (Nefesh, Ruach, Neshama, Haya, Yechida); the Light changes its quality.
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From the 3^rd part of the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 5/04/14, Writings of Baal HaSulam

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