Question: How do you feel the upper energy, the upper Light that a person evokes on himself? Let’s say, it is very hard to feel radiation, but still we invented devices we can measure it with. Besides, its consequences over time affect a person.
Answer: Radiation is the physical action of charged particles: electrons, protons, neutrons, gamma rays, and so on. They can be measured because they can affect some substrate.
However, in Kabbalah a person can feel the effect of the upper Light from inner changes. He suddenly begins to love his friends, unite with them, and in their connection they reveal the quality of bestowal and love called the Creator.
At the same time, everything does not go the way it seems to us, as if instead of the quality of reception we obtain the quality of bestowal, and instead of hatred, love. It is a whole new world.
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian 9/3/17