If I do not yet understand what faith above reason is or how to attain it, it is not my fault; this stems from the very nature of creation. There is egoism in each of us that, does not allow one to rise above oneself and comprehend how it is possible to exist above the desire to receive pleasure and to turn outward, beyond the ego. That very state is called faith above reason.

I must make a restriction (Tzimtzum) on my desire to receive and rise above it toward bestowal.

To act for the sake of bestowal means:

• What is outside of me becomes dearer to me than myself.
• I accept it as defining and decisive.
• My entire life depends on the group and on the Creator.
• I hand myself over to them, dissolve within them, and wish to keep nothing for myself except for one single point—my root point within the system of Adam HaRishon.
• With that one point, I wish to exist within the friends, to be included in everything that is within them.

This means I have faith above reason, the power of bestowal I tap into and by which I begin gradually and repeatedly to build myself.

Ultimately, every person must perform this inner work because this is what spirituality means: the degree of Bina is higher than Malchut when we strive to think, feel, understand, and perceive according to the higher degree, above ourselves.

I do not ascend by abandoning my place but by building an additional level of perception upon it. It is not about becoming more intelligent or more sensitive; that would only be an inner, egoistic development.

Spiritual development means that I rise above my natural perception and wish to perceive everything through the importance of the friends.

We must remember that all the degrees and all the states already exist in reality; we need only make the effort to enter them.

I bring myself to the degree of faith, the degree of Bina, meaning that those who are outside of me, the group and the Creator, become more important than myself. In this form, I begin to see, feel, and hear what occurs within the friends and not within me. And this relation, this orientation toward what happens in others and not in myself grants me a spiritual sensation.

If I were to feel only what occurs in the friends, I would be an angel.

But if I feel myself and am also within the friends and within the Creator, perceiving and understanding what transpires with them, then I am called a Kabbalist, which is a far higher degree than that of an angel.
Here, one begins to touch the true spiritual qualities.

Above reason means to act according to the desire to bestow, for the sake of connection, according to spiritual definitions—not corporeal ones. In the material world, everyone exists separately; there is no connection. Each one acts for oneself and not for bestowal.

But I strive to establish the state of unity and mutual bestowal, to begin to sense such a reality and to view the entire world through it.

I want to see everyone through different eyes, not my own, but through the eyes of the ten.

And the same applies to my sensations, my heart, my mind; in everything I strive to attain collective perception, to see the world not as a single person, but as a ten.

Because the ten is a spiritual structure, a Partzuf, and whatever is revealed within it is a spiritual state.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 9/8/20, “Work with Faith Above Reason”

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