Question: How can I determine that I am in vessels of bestowal?

Answer: You can determine that you are in vessels of bestowal only if you relate to your state from the perspective of faith above reason, with an intention that lies beyond the boundaries of your awareness.

Spiritual wars, confusion, and all kinds of contradictions in which a person cannot orient themselves always intensify over time because the Sitra Achra are the forces that now confuse us, and it is exactly through them that we discern the uniqueness and perfection of the Creator.

They grow stronger not on the plane of this world where the Creator is concealed from us by such disturbances as a boss at work, a spouse, friends, or even my own inner confusion and turmoil. These forces present themselves as if the Creator has another form, different from the good who does good, perfect, and eternal.

Alternatively, the Sitra Achra whispers to me that I can supposedly attain perfection and eternity without going above reason. In other words, I am confused in all sorts of ways so that I will clarify and acquire vessels of bestowal.

The concealment that we have now takes on a different form, a different coloring, but it remains in the form of confusion. If you see the Creator and opposite Him see various qualities, Klipot, it means you are analyzing with your own intellect. So how will you rise to the next degree?

Confusion always arises because the next degree, more bestowing, more spiritual, comes to my current degree, and therefore it is completely not perceived by me.

You must always acquire vessels that are above your current degree; this is called above reason, because these are vessels of greater bestowal than in your present state. Then through them, you will be able to carry out a correct analysis.

If you try to understand what is happening to you using your current vessels, your analysis will always be incorrect. What is actually happening? I am now at a certain level; I have a will to receive that I have corrected, and with it I want to bestow. I have attained a certain degree and stand on it. It does not matter that these forces come to me from above and that I corrected myself through effort, with the help of the Creator. Even now, during the period of preparation, I am at a certain level.

What happens is that I am given the next degree. I am in a certain state, and above me hangs a higher degree, just as it is. The upper one does not change Himself; He simply shows me His picture. And I must absorb His picture, agree with Him, and try to equalize with Him in qualities.

He appears opposite to me, more bestowing, and I fall into even greater darkness. He is greater in bestowal, and this completely repels me. But in order to begin to agree with Him, I need, not my vessels, but His vessels. Then I must receive His mind, that is, His attitude toward His vessels of bestowal, and only then will I be able to agree with Him.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 4/26/26, Rabash, “Peace After a Dispute Is More Important than Having No Disputes At All”

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