Question: How can I correct my 613 desires if I am not familiar with them?

Answer: Of course you are not familiar with them. That is exactly what is called concealment.

However, when I want to attain the goal, when I immerse myself in it head first, at that very instant, disturbances begin to come to me. Let us consider a disturbance that comes to me in its pure form, although in reality this almost never happens.

This disturbance is called my desire that is awakening in me now; it is uncorrected and exists with the intention for the sake of receiving, and I declare that I want to fill it through various external actions. And if, against the background of this disturbance, I nevertheless enter the group and demand greater love for the Creator through work in the group, through love for the friends, then it means that I am correcting this desire.

How do I know what kind of desire it is? What does it consist of? Opposite what exactly does it stand? Why is it one of the 613? What is the difference between them? I do not know this because the answers are found on such a degree that it is impossible to know them. On a higher degree, the same desires will come to me more clarified. But now it is only a concealed desire.

It is like a baby who does not know what to do with his hands and legs, nor how he grows. Later he gradually begins to understand. And then he comes to know better and better how to use his hands and legs as an adult person.

So it is with us. We receive these desires on the zero level (Aviut Shoresh); we do not know how to use them, and we can only perform the same work against their background. Then there will be the first level (Aviut Aleph) of the 613 desires, the second (Aviut Bet), the third (Aviut Gimel), and the fourth (Aviut Dalet). This means that we rise from world to world. The desires are the same, only more clarified, the 613 “organs” are the same, but grow ever larger. However, initially these 613 organs, these 613 desires, emerge as disturbances.

How is one disturbance connected with another, like the organs of the body? I do not know. Why precisely in such a situation, and with what it is connected, I do not understand any of it. I must simply perform the same work against the background of each one of them.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 2/18/26, Rabash, “According to What Is Explained Concerning ‘Love Thy Friend as Thyself’”

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