Question: We have spoken about the necessity for the whole nation to become aware of our current state. But what form should this awareness take among people like us, those who have already turned to the books and used all the means? What else are we missing?

Answer: At this level, a person cannot see their true state. Even when he has already entered the spiritual realm, he cannot immediately see his state clearly. It does not come instantly. When he first enters spirituality, he is like an infant.

If I am on the very first spiritual degrees, annulling myself before the Creator, this annulment means that I am not working with my Kelim. I see something, but I do not know what it is. I react somehow, but with no greater conscious understanding than a baby in our physical world.

Gradually, as a person advances and acquires Kelim through which he can receive for the sake of bestowal, he begins to attain the spiritual world as he absorbs it, receives from it, and engages with it through both receiving and giving. But if he does not absorb the surrounding spirituality into his own Kelim, he will be able to distinguish very little within it.

This is understandable. There is no way for one to gain such awareness, because all our learning and attainment come from absorbing something from the outside. What that something is, in and of itself, we do not know; it is Atzmuto (His essence). To the extent that we are able to channel this light through our Kelim of bestowal or Kelim of reception, we build an inner picture within ourselves of the reality around us, a picture of the world, of the Creator.

Therefore, not only we, but also those who have already entered the spiritual degree and are on the very first small steps of the spiritual ladder, are all like babies. Of course, they already have a sense of the Creator, of His presence, and of the fact that He surrounds and fills a person. But to gain awareness and attainment, we must at least somewhat start working with the Kelim of reception.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 4/7/26, Rabash, “The Connection between Passover, Matza, and Maror”

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