Question: Is there a reward that corresponds to the effort exerted?

Answer: In spirituality efforts are rewarded, but not in the same way as is customary in our world where I demand more for less effort, and the boss offers less pay for more effort. And so we haggle, negotiate, and settle on something.

In spirituality, I work against the upper light. To the degree I become similar to the light, it enters me, and this is the reward. Here there is no bargaining and there can be no correct or incorrect decisions, actions, or consequences. Everything is in order within the laws of nature.

Question: Then how can I understand the contradiction “exerted efforts and found?”

Answer: It means that in advance I do not know exactly the light that I will receive because I have never sensed it. The attainment I will reveal is a secret for me now. I know what will be, but I cannot say exactly what or how because I am not ready yet. I do not have any “means” with which I can receive this information, this sensation and say “this is what I am heading for!”

I know that I am heading for my next, higher rung of bestowal, the connection of the entire system, which is called love. Love is dependency within the system.

If any system that we make (for example capacitors, resistors, coils, etc.) functions correctly, then we say that it exists in love with another, meaning in complete understanding of the mutual program, the connection. It is the same thing here.

Question: Does it mean I make efforts to annul myself and think about others?

Answer: Self-annulment is necessary; otherwise, I will not become included in the system.

Comment: But I do not know when I will receive a reward for this.

My Response: Inclusion into the system is the reward. Imagine that there is a completely interconnected system where everything is occurring in a living analog mode. If I include myself into it, I will exist in it. My existence in it is my reward.

If I do not exist in it yet I have to work on myself in order to connect to it and become integrally connected with it. This is my work.

Question: Let’s say I have made an effort. When will I connect to the system, will it remain a secret for me?

Answer: It is impossible to say because I do not even know what else I have to complete in order to become totally integrated into this system. Of all the capacitors, resistors, coils and thousands of other elements I do not know exactly what I have to take into my change in order to connect to them. I simply have to annul myself so they can format me to fit them.

In essence our task boils down to annulment of my “I.” Let the rest of the scheme, whether it is electronic or human, it does not matter which one, adapt me to itself. I simply give myself to it. This is the condition of the first restriction (Tzimtzum Alef).
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From a Kabbalah Lesson in Russian 4/22/18

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