Talks about the Steps of the Ladder, Part 232
Chapter 21. Understanding the States
There is work during an ascent, and there is work during a descent, and we should try to find which of these two states is closer to us. However, our primary obligation is to work during the ascent, because during the descent there is no one to hold accountable, as at times we are in a state of not hearing and are unable to move ourselves. Sometimes this is not only inwardly, but outwardly as well.
However, during an ascent, when we experience upliftment, we should not become immersed in the pleasure of the good we are experiencing and think that we are in a perfect state. We need to understand that the perfect state was given to us from above not because we deserve it as a reward for our efforts, but instead that the ascent is given to us from above just as the descent is, all in order to advance us.
There is no reward and punishment. We do not receive a reward in the form of a good feeling because we previously suffered. This is an incorrect approach to the process we undergo in spiritual work.
The state of descent is given to us so that we can feel our own qualities, and the state of ascent is given to us so that we can feel the Creator’s qualities. In both of these states, when feeling our own qualities during a descent and the Creator’s qualities during an ascent, we need to work and derive benefit from them for advancement. If we pass through these states without deriving benefit from them, i.e., without using them to advance to the purpose of creation, they were in vain. We are given ascents and descents once or twice, and afterward they stop, and the ascents and descents come only once every six months or a year, and thus the years pass without any real progress.
Everything depends on our attitude to every state we are in, whether it is an attitude connected to the goal, or whether we think of the state we received as reward and punishment. All states are neither reward nor punishment, but simply states for work. During an ascent, we are given a special illumination from above, and then we feel perfection and call it an “ascent.” This perfection is given to us from above. We did not earn it ourselves. It is given to us so that we will clearly feel the Creator’s qualities, so that we will feel a little of what spirituality is, and as a result will delve into the Torah, into our studies, into the articles, the letters, all the material in which previously we understood nothing.
Now we will delve into it, understand it, and take something from it for ourselves, so that we can use it quickly and effectively, absorb as much knowledge, feeling, and discernment as possible, and aspire to extract from the state of ascent, from the closeness we received from the Creator, the maximum benefit for our advancement. Then, when we are brought down, we will understand that we have received a state opposite to the ascent. We will understand that now we are being given distance from the Creator, so that we can feel what we are without the surrounding light shining upon us. Although the surrounding light continues to shine so that we can discern that we do not understand, do not feel, are in darkness, distance, and a state of falling. This is the illumination of the surrounding lights, but in the posterior form.
Even in a state of descent, we need to work, to make an effort according to our ability not to sink into it. We should not study our vessels, as there is nothing to learn there. Vessels can be studied only through their collision with the lights. We should try as much as possible to emerge from the state of descent, performing various actions. If we cannot study and cannot live within ourselves, we should at least activate our body, in the group, by participating in various activities that serve the group such as working in the kitchen, and so on.
Those physical actions, although we activate our hands and feet and not our head and heart, which we cannot activate, are considered spiritual actions performed in spiritual vessels, because they are the greatest spiritual expression we are capable of making. Even physical, mechanical actions, without any intention, without mind or heart, will be considered as though we performed spiritual actions. Through this we will understand into which of our qualities we fall during a descent.
These are the two states that we need to undergo. Also, after the time of descent passes and the light prevails, we should not think that this state came as a result of our work, because we overcame and acted and have now arrived somewhere. Instead, we should understand that now another state is being given to us from above, one in which we must work, and perhaps it is called an ascent. We are still not certain what an ascent and a descent truly are.
We should calculate descent and ascent not according to closeness or distance as determined for us by the awakening from above, but according to the degree by which we yearn to draw closer or farther away through the awakening from below. It is possible that we might be in a state of descent and still yearn for the Creator more than when we are in a state of ascent. If so, then for us a time of descent is actually a time of ascent.
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