Question: How can one avoid sinking into asceticism or reclusive behavior on the path toward bestowal for the sake of bestowal?

Answer: We will not fall into all of this, and we will not confuse our path with reclusiveness, various fasts and diets (which are mistakenly believed to be connected with Kabbalah), wearing white clothes, and other such things.

After all, we are speaking not even about our sensory organs nor about the electrochemical reactions and processes taking place in our brain. Behind all of this stands a desire! We do not know at all what it is. It is a spiritual object. There is a certain transition from electrochemical processes to the desire to the sensation within this desire. One might wonder, what connection is there between the soul, the desire, and the body?

But the more we talk about these things, the more we feel how abstract they are and how unrelated they are to the body. You ask: how can one avoid falling into asceticism on the path toward attaining faith, toward the ability to bestow for the sake of bestowal, that is, avoid beginning to restrict oneself in food, drink, and so on? But these things are simply unrelated! Eat a double portion, drink as much as you like, sleep, this has nothing whatsoever to do with acquiring the intention to bestow for the sake of bestowal.

There are people who, by nature, need to eat much more than others (incidentally, Kabbalists consume a great deal of food!). Does this mean that someone who eats less is more righteous? By what do you measure righteousness? By the amount of food eaten? Suppose a person goes on a diet because his doctors advised him to, and he himself also believes it is the right thing to do. Do his properties become better?

This is a very common mistake. Many people believe that there are certain external actions connected with the body that can “purify” the body, make it more “righteous” and pure, and kill the desire to receive. This does not happen!

Through external actions, you can improve or worsen the condition of the body, but with the desire to receive, everything is completely different. Through such actions, you can make, if one may put it this way, “corrections” to the desire to receive only at the animate level, through habit. For example, I train myself not to consume sugar because I have diabetes. I train myself to such an extent that I no longer perceive sweetness! If I eat something sweet, it is unpleasant to me—the habit becomes second nature.

But does this make me more righteous? Of course not. After all, I have not stopped enjoying. By not putting sweets in my mouth, in accordance with my new habit, I do not even feel that I am depriving myself of anything. Moreover, since I do not eat sweets and know that by doing so I am not harming myself, I feel that I am gaining, that I am receiving more. What kind of correction is that?

If I now persuade myself that it is worth studying the wisdom of Kabbalah because through it I will become healthier, learn the future, change my fate, find the meaning of life, and attain goodness what am I thinking about: a loss or a gain? Of course, a gain.

Then all I have to do is convince my desire to receive to do this by means of the group’s opinion, various proofs, and my inner reaction to people who have already attained something and raise the future world in my eyes. Then I will rush toward this goal like a thief who runs ahead of everyone else and shouts, “Stop the thief!”

That is why this is not correction. In this way, we advance toward correcting the desire to receive, while the correction itself is performed upon us automatically, without our participation, through the light that reforms.

It is as though I move forward with the desire to receive and attract the light, which changes me into my opposite.

Therefore, we are speaking about a single system that can turn a person into the opposite of what he was before, because it attracts the light that reforms, which transforms the first of the four phases of direct light into the second, its opposite. Only the light can do this; I am powerless here. I need only to bring about the arrival of the light to me, and that is all.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 10/12/26, Rabash, “His Law He Contemplates”

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