The Creator is only one quality—bestowal, absolute goodness. But the creation was made by the Creator as opposite to Him, as the desire to receive (pleasure).

Therefore, in order to come to similarity with the Creator, the creation must go through many opposite states.

In order not just to change the desire to receive into the desire to give and adhere to the Creator, but to remain independent yet similar to the Creator, the creation includes two components: the desire to enjoy and the sensation of the giver.

Our entire sense of the world and our existence is built from these two opposites: Yesh mi Ain (existence out of nothing), only then does the creation feel that it exists.

We cannot exist only in Yesh (in the reality of the Creator) or only in Ain (in the reality of creation); therefore, we undergo consecutive changes in ourselves so the light (Yesh), which created me from nothing (Mi Ain), brings the desire (Ain) to the form of Yesh, the form of the Creator.

This is how it leads me along this chain: from cause to effect, from cause to effect, where each previous
result becomes the cause of the next state.

So far I am starting to feel His attitude toward me as someone external, an outsider, the force that created and controls me.

In addition to the fulfillment that I feel within reason, there is also the force of the Creator that develops me, shows me an example and a goal, and here I must act by faith.

I am in my current state like an animal acting only on what it has, but I also take into account the next state, the next degree; although I do not yet have it, I accept its existence by faith because it is the opposite my present state.

The nature of spiritual degrees is such that the next degree is the opposite of the previous one because it is a greater bestowal than the previous one.

Therefore, in order to ascend to it, I must accept its conditions of “bestowal contrary to egoism,” faith above reason.

Otherwise, I will forever remain on the current, animate degree and will receive everything in the same desire to enjoy rather than climbing the spiritual degrees, the degrees of bestowal.

Therefore, we must prepare ourselves to accept the next degree as desirable and not push it away.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 8/2/10, Rabash, “The Meaning of Truth and Faith”

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