Awe before the Creator is not an animalistic fear for oneself, for one’s corporeal life. It is directed in the opposite direction; it arises when a person stands in solidarity with the program of creation and the purpose of creation, and wishes to bring them to fruition, regardless under what conditions.

The main thing is that one becomes imbued with this idea; consequently, it becomes the most important thing in one’s life, despite any disturbances.

The fact is that it is upon this sense of awe that we build our relationship to the spiritual world. After all, we are created beings, which in Hebrew means “those who are outside the spiritual world”; meaning, we do not yet reside in the true spiritual world.

Precisely because we are outside the upper world, by revealing it we are able to completely attain it, and at the same time remain created beings who achieve equivalence with the Creator. It turns out that we consist, as it were, of two opposing element drawn from all that exists.

Therefore the awe that subsequently arises in us is no longer the fear for ourselves that existed at the beginning, but awe about how I can truly realize the program of creation and exist within it in such a way that it bears absolutely no relation to my self-interest. This concept is so sublime and beautiful that it must be in absolute detachment from everything and exist by itself.

Question: Why is there such a large number of animalistic fears, about 800 types?

Answer: The fact is that within us there are only 613 desires, and this means 613 kinds of fear, according to the number of our desires that may remain unfulfilled. And of course, there are also derivatives of them when several desires together and separately divide and connect with each other.

A person is a being who constantly fears that he will not be fulfilled. The more he fears, the more dangerous he becomes. All the actions of gangsters, villains, thieves, and murderers stem from fear, not from self-confidence. Their confidence is only a facade, a means to mask their underlying fear; otherwise they would be calm.

A person who is confident in himself does not move. It does not matter to him what happens somewhere, somehow, with someone; he is absolutely self-sufficient. But any active person acts out of fear.

Kabbalah, the only wisdom that speaks about this, says that fear is useful and good, but only when you redirect it from yourself to others, so that you have fear that you will not be able to fulfill them, to bestow to them.

Thus, 613 fears turn into 613 forms of awe, into 613 commandments (Mitzvot). Otherwise one cannot escape fear because everything is based on the desire to be fulfilled, on the desire to receive, since desire is the entire matter of creation.

Therefore, when you look at all the so-called heroes, you understand that subconsciously they are driven by fear.
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From KabTV’s “Secrets of the Eternal Book” 6/1/16

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