How can we get out of the egoistic nature and not be merged with the Creator because of the desire to receive?

At the first stage, you examine your states in order to reveal their cause. And gradually, as your Kelim (vessels) grow, you come to an inner sensation that apparently there is someone who governs everything.

You begin to search for the one who turns everything, but He is concealed, and you search for Him from within the desire to receive. This is called “Lo Lishma.” You develop an attitude toward the Creator and begin to realize His importance despite His concealment.

This happens under the influence of the surrounding lights. With them, He seemingly draws you to Himself. And so you advance from double concealment to single concealment.

What is the difference between single concealment and double concealment? It is the fact that you begin to feel the cause of what is happening to you. But you prefer to be with the Creator rather than with the cause because the sensation of the Creator sweetens the suffering in the states that He sends you. In the desire to receive you feel bad, and the sensation of the Creator gives you sweetness. This is still called “Lo Lishma.”

If you develop the greatest Lo Lishma, when in any case you prefer to be in adhesion with Him as with the truth, and despite the unpleasant sensations that may arise in you, this becomes more important than anything, then you reach the greatest Lo Lishma from which one transitions to Lishma.

That is, throughout the entire path you demand Him, seek Him, and try to feel Him; otherwise you feel bad even if in material life everything is fine for you. This search is possible only from the point in the heart because from all other desires, aside from the point in the heart, you will seek the fulfillments of this world. But the point in the heart demands the sensation of the Creator. With this it is filled.

Question: When I reach the greatest Lo Lishma, does it mean that no matter how much evil I feel, I will still cling to Him because He is the truth?

Answer: Both yes and no. You transition to evaluating on different scales and begin to weigh good and bad according to the presence or absence of adhesion with Him. The moment you feel separated from Him already becomes bad for you. The desire to receive loses its value for you because only adhesion with Him becomes important.

Question: But how can He be important to me if I know that it is He who makes me feel bad?

Answer: Come closer and you will see.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson, 1/25/26, Rabash, “What Is, His Guidance Is Concealed and Revealed?”

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