Answer: You are studying Kabbalah because you like it, and you cannot live without this study. You want to discover and know the structure of the upper world and attain the meaning of existence. This is very important for you. Explain this to her. If she loves you, she should understand you.
There is nothing higher than studying the wisdom of Kabbalah, and there is no knowledge that is higher.
From the Kabbalah Lesson in Russian 1/22/17