Redemption Will Come At the Hands of the Creator
Questions I received on descents and how to deal with them:
Question: Sometimes I lose the right intention and feel like I’m straying from the spiritual path. Sometimes I feel afraid and empty in relation to this world. There are even times when I feel inspired and I make many actions, but I still feel like this is a lie and that I lack the right intention. When I have these feelings, should I try to see the Creator and what He is trying to “tell” me through them?
My Answer: You will have to collect even more impressions in order to begin feeling the Upper State. What should you do? Just continue. (Read the texts of Baal HaSulam and Rabash that talk about this). No one knows ahead of time what volume of their soul has to become fully revealed in every Reshimo and on every degree, in order for the soul to then ascend to the next degree. Therefore, the only thing we should do is “push” in one direction, “as an ox to the burden and as a donkey to the load.” “It’s not up to you to complete the work, yet you must do it constantly and persistently, and you aren’t free to leave it,” and then the correction will come as “redemption at the hands of the Creator, instantly and unexpectedly,” according to the principle “you made efforts – and you found it.”
Question: When I am in the state of descent, should I immediately open up a book, or should I try to overcome this state on my own first?
My Answer: It is best to open up a book, go to our website, or to my blog – to read or watch something that your feelings will respond to. For beginners I recommend my fourth book – Attaining the Worlds Beyond, as well as quotes by Kabbalists.
Question: Is it possible for a person to be advancing too fast and risk falling because of it?
My Answer: Descents are useful, and they have to happen between the degrees. They won’t go by quickly or slowly depending on whether a person puts in all his efforts or not. It’s because he isn’t the one to determine this; it is determined by the nature of the degrees – the next degree becomes revealed to him as soon as he is ready to go on to it – as soon as he has prepared his Kli to perceive it. In other words, the corrected, ready Kli becomes filled with the property of bestowal, the Light, or the Creator.
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When I am in a state of descent I feel like the world is crashing down around me.
But in the back of my head, there is still a voice that says – “this is what you asked for, do not deny it, embrace its beauty”.
Upon my first descent, the voice sounded distant and hollow. But with every further descent, my faith grows – and the voice becomes louder.
I feel that when I am corrected this voice will be loud, strong, and lead me through dark times.
Then again, I could be entirely wrong. Kabbalah has a wonderful ability to surprise.